August 7, 2015
I feel like 3 hours after I wrote about needing a sign when it came to R, I heard from him more than I had in a while. Is that my sign? I don’t want to question you, but I know this friendship can so easily be viewed as problematic.
I also know he refuses to tell his wife. Not because we are planning to break his marriage vows, but because she would forbid the friendship no matter what. So what I wonder, God, is the risk verses benefit. Is it possible that even you view the benefit of the friendship to outweigh the risk of her finding out?
I don’t know what to do, Lord, so I am looking to you for guidance. I’m getting mixed messages within myself, so I’m hoping that you will send word loud and clear.